I could use a drink right now but I'm resisting. I have 5 weeks sobriety under my belt and I'm not going to screw it up. I called a friend and he reminded me of that and told me that I've worked to hard to get as far as I've gotten. He also told me if I got drunk the feeling that I was having today would still just be there again tomorrow. True, he is.
You say what got me to this feeling today? Well, it's been a rough couple of days. Ending with a separation today.
Don't feel sorry for me, feel sorry for my husband as he is taking it very hard.
I take all the blame. As it was mainly my decision. It is just something that is happening.
But it is still a big decision and a big change.
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