Friday, December 21, 2012

Where was this going?

Here it is December and I look back and realize I have not blogged in quite some time. 
I told my "story" yesterday or at least parts of it which has led me to blogging today.  Some people think, telling your "story", what does that mean?  In brief description it means going into depth about some of those horrors of your past, that you hope by telling, will help someone else and or yourself and the same time. 
I have a friend that told me yesterday her sister had been diagnosed with bi-polar and so I told her what I could from my standpoint of mental illness and drug/alcohol abuse.  Telling is much easier than feeling, however. 
But then again telling is easier than feeling a lot of the time. 
This time of year is very stressful for me, from around the beginning of November to the end of February.  Almost every year I end up in the hospital.  Not this year though.
I'm going with the flow.  My sleep sucks, I'm getting fat, but I'm sober and hospital free.
Thanks baby for the homecooked food!!